reflection/perfection?

sometimes i get envious of you. you seem so carefree and light; almost breezing through life not worried about what comes next. there are no anxieties or fears in your head, and you look ever better than the day before. flawlessness touches the very soul of you and you know the secrets to a happy and healthy life. i look at you with envy and my heart grows heavy... i want to breath you and become you.

i want to be this person that everyone envy's in this way, but in reality...

 

and so i doubt that there is even a one that exists like you out there...